To whoever finds me: I apologize.

My parents are coming up, we have a nice weekend planned. Then my wife is leaving.

I have decided to be a coward. I am writing her a letter and running away from my problems. Getting on a train far, far away.

I am leaving behind all forms of contact.

I will then rent a cheap hotel room somewhere, spend the first night drunk and masturbating, then the second night I will spend the day doing my research and by the evening ingest a cocktail of liquor and drugs that will end my life.‎

To whoever walks in on me on that third day: I am sorry, I am a coward. I hope I do not scar you too much, but this needs to happen.

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