I lie about having a boyfriend

‎I lie to all my friends about my pretend boyfriend. He isn’t really pretend because he’s my ex and he dumped me months ago, but I pretend that we’re still together. I’m just really embarrassed that he broke up with me, because everybody thought we were going to end up married together. I make up stories of how he surprises me and we love each other unconditionally, and they buy it all.

Even my parents think we’re still together, i send them old photos of us that they haven’t seen before to think that we’re having a great time. I’m so embarrassed, but I can’t stop. I can’t tell everybody that the guy I fell in love with told me he never wanted to see me again. I tried everything to make it work. My mother said to never beg for a guy to take you back, but that’s exactly what I did.

Someone is going to find out one day, and that’ll be the worst day of my life when my friends see how pathetic my life is. I don’t know what to do anymore, I keep on looking at things he gave me and I know I shouldn’t keep them. I just want to burn my whole memory of him‎.

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