Right now I am sexually confused. I am not attracted to women or just very little so I don’t pursue them. I started watching gay porn out of curiosity and I liked it. I thought I might be gay so I tried having sex with a guy during my NYSC, it was the most disgusting experience ever. I knew I was not gay when I realized that I was more into getting over the experience than enjoying it. I am even more confused because I masturbate to gay porn yet the idea of a man touching me makes me really sick.